Tainted Honey

Actions so sweet at times, honey on my tongue, But a single word rips my throat apart, just for fun, Preventing the sweetness to reach my heart, I strain, And the vertigo spins my world down the drain, I fall into broken dreams to sooth my thoughts… Deny reality and renounce sanity, welcome profanity, Self-mutilation offers no stimulation, tricky situation, Bleed and bleed and bleed some more, Need and need and need more than before, Submerged in the blood of a dead future, baptised, Reborn by the light of the full moon, an empty padded room, Leather, chains, the scent of fresh pleasures, revised, Release, break loose, evolve, once a man now your doom, Like a twig I snap… Back to the floor, Darkness takes my hand and leads me to the door, I split the night and disappear like many times before, To sleep alone, Wake alone, Walk alone…