Take Me Away?

Take Me Away? Have you ever been cold? It sucks Ever felt like your soul was sold? Do you believe that just about every word? Could mean nothing Far from half As the eyes limit the view you would see I sat that scared Why? I feel like I'm a lie Secret one maybe the deepest Cheapest scams When I really die That one time I'm damned to the bottoms floor Past cores and crust Hush now I'll paddle the boat away to safety Do you trust me? Could you take my hand? Even what I thought a plan So fast and phase less The motioning sand in the hour glass has not yet fallen First grain Breathless helpless I'm connected but to who? I done what's right I fixed me life But why won't the light come back on? Am I denied the privilege halo? I know the religion I picked I'm even getting kick from feeling Do you have any idea? What its like to be me I have no dreams Just beams of thought That rots in my head Then haunt me thought mental resurrections Deception the volcano has erupt My life is corrupted I don't have nor believe or been granted any luck I'm stuck when I try to die when life flies in slow'mo this one unknown moment Shows Why am I here? Am I not worthy to die? This isn't a death note I just wrote because the exclamation I try so hard to flash Is this quote it stalks me written two lines above Get this when my ears to the ground on a large street I can still hear the devil and his angels speak