Philosophical

I’ve always wanted to be good,
To make the world a better place
But the beat down on wherever I stood
Was a stiff wind in my face 

I have learned to believe in my abilities
And that the bad outcomes I fear,
Will happen with or without me
And those days are drawing near,

So I decide push fear aside
That stagnating doesn’t stop the bad
It guarantees I will have no effect
And that is something I cannot abide,

So as I talk to myself
I say to you sir
Now is the time for 
Taking My Future