Tearing me to pieces.

The warm sunlight streams through the window, filling everything with a glow but deep inside a tremor rose blighting out the sun mighty rays, darkness descended like a black stormy cloud everything felt hopless and beyond my reach, a another day mourning for my awful greed, snatchs of conversation pass me by, as i descended further and further into a oblivion of pain and self pity The world seem to pass on bye but i am stuck with no where to go, for each step i take i sink rapidly into the quicksand of my life anger and pain are my only companions because everything and everyone else is lost to me