Tears and Fears

It’s a simple operation, that’s all I was told It’s been done a million times no breath need to be hold I had to think positive, I will not lose this- my gold It’s a simple operation, that’s what everyone said So I’m praying and wishing right next to her bed Whilst negative thoughts came creeping in my head It was a simple operation, she made it back fine I had to show her how much I love her, yes now is the time We were happy again and I thought the sun will always shine A simple operation? Why’s she back in that place? Doctors saying: “Don’t worry, wipe the tears from your face, the infection is minor, she’ll be laughing in days.” That wasn’t the case, those motherfuckers lied Since they were to inform me, my mother just died I wanted hurt them, just like I’m hurting inside My whole world’s fucked up now, there’s no reason to live No reason for me to show just how much I can give The person I lived for has been taken away So I’m taking my live there’s no reason to stay!