Temporarily Regressed

look at these fears as they fall streaming, contained in those tears bright and blue, asking for answers demanding a reason half-heartedly, caught up in treason and why, where did my happiness go? lost in a mixture of irrational thought weary and burdened, bound in oblivion's snare vanquished, along with the rest of my every-days stumbling around, lies make me sad I'm suffocating, gasping for that one saving breath, these old shoes and tangles frustrating steps, all hope has been hastened away ...