Thank you patron

Thank you Thank you for every last bruise you gave me, my checkered flesh made me stronger than I could have ever imagined. Thank you for spitting on me when I needed a kiss, I need only myself from now on. I rely on me. Thank you for all the hurtful words which fell from your lips, they made my skin a little bit thicker. I will wear these scars as a soldier would wear his war badges.. Thank you for pushing me away when I wanted to be pulled closer, all I want now is freedom from the memories!! Although they make me who I am, I never needed it! Like a wolf you came to me, from the darkness you appeared... snarly and filled with rage, Your master must have sent you, to test my belief in life and love. I thought I could save you from yourself and I ended up trying to save me from you. All I want to say to you is find peace patron of pain.