The Addiction

I stand here by myself looking at a reflection I can't trust I feel the need cursing thru my viens, Thinking and thinking of ways to ease the pain. My life as i once knew it has now breathed it last breathe Until i can find the next rush to bring it back the addiction of wanting it the need for the energy for the numb to last forever with the ecsape from reality around and around and upside down soft quiet music or heavy metal sound i try to ignore time as i watch the clock I'm a glimmer in my sprits eye as i destroy everything i have inside the addiction of wanting it the need for the energy for the numb to last forever with the ecsape from reality As i woke up in the pouring rain soaked to the bone and full of pain reality starts to seep in, i try to find a way to erase the pain again the addiction of wanting it the need for the energy for the numb to last forever with the ecsape from reality. i wrote this as i watched someone else destroy there lives, and then it became my life, how twisted is that?