The Boy

Don't be alarmed, or afraid of what you see. I may be hard on the outside just break into me I have a compulsion- to not let anybody see the little boy scared crying inside me. I have no companions. Because I am mad at the world You see beautiful skies. I just watch them burn. Late at night While all are sleeping I'm awake in my bed- preventing demons from taking over my head> I'm not normal, I don't try to be..Don't Lie to me......can't you see I'm still the little boy trying to find the man inside of me Let me thank you all For trying to stand by me letting me fall on you when the weight of the world was.... Mother hold me.,.,.,.,., hold me because I'm cold and dark... I can't see the light In Me I wanna be normal, I will try to be...please don't lie I wanna be the Man,.,.,.,.who remembers the boy I used to be