The Fear

i have this fear a fear of falling.. i've fallen before fallen for her. falling so deeply 'for her' a falling which felt like flying my heart held so high hung with the stars with her.. but suddenly a different falling was felt i started falling from the stars falling so fast falling and falling so fast she had let go. My heart no longer held high plunging into the sea into chaos into the abyss.. Now cold alone never wanting to feel the falling feeling love.. Years pass my soul pinned down in the darkness. But there is a twinkle of light of warmth a familiar feeling lifting me a new feeling i begin to rise slowly out of this abyss a warm grasp surrounding my heart it beats and beats and i see you..