The MH Struggle

Is it dysthymia or is it melancholy? I don't understand my state of mind Sometimes I feel extremely happy Then there are days I want to die. I try so hard to determine the origin Of this battle in this unstable mind Or is it all my past sins from deep within? The answer is so difficult to find. The voices in my head are so real I cannot shut them out. No one knows how I really feel. They don't know what this is all about. The things I see torment me everyday. From angelic to demonic souls They control my mind in every way Is there any way out of this hell hole? I pray for courage and for peace To fight back with all my might. To defeat the demons and the beast. So He can turn my darkness into light.

Eon

I love to write about my life, my family, and my Christian values. We struggled growing up but our parents always found a way to provide us with what we needed. We grew up laborers, working in the fields in Minnesota, Wisconsin, and Texas. My 8...

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