The Pain that Heals

i never cared, i always feared. fading memories haunting my dreams, calling my soul, i always ignored you. feeding myself lies from my pain. empty hearted i yearned for more wandering blindly through this hell. i fell to my knees and screamed tears streaming down my broken face, i screamed so hard... yelling for someone i thought left me long ago... on my knees, the ground became warm, as my heart felt love, and my pain let go... i screamed so loud, for the pain was gone. yet i still remember the hate i felt, when i would look in the mirror. only He can save me now, and only He can bring me home. Jesus revealed my true reflection. as it hurt to heal, the pain was pure, i still cry when i remember my hell, i cry, for i know its over now.