The Pressure It Will Bring

I’m scared of falling in love again. I’m scared to start a family. I’m scared to have children and make my problems their problems. I’m scared of the responsibility. I’m scared to be depended on. I’m scared to not be able to shut down if I need to. I’m scared of being a failure. I’m scared to even try. I’m scared to try. But I don’t know where to start. I’m scared I’ll never develop the skills to be successful in life To open up, to let people in To put others before me I’m scared to reveal who I truly I am I’m scared to be who I truly am I’m scared to even figure out who I truly am I’m scared of me Of what I might be if it’s not good And if it is good, of the pressure it will bring