The price of suicidal love

Feet hit the pavement of reality pounding, throbbing you run alongside me we lock eyes, just knowing you and I will always be I begin to run ahead, you now chasing me I was the one who you lead to darkness that i'm running from forgetting you're in my head I'm so afraid, hold me I can't run anymore pain is my safety you know I love you I can't, I won't break free I can't feel the knife in my heart I trusted you, now I hate you You're ripping me apart your nature disgusts me, killing the world you exist in my soul, every part I feel your breath on my face I forgive you, oh won't you stay with me? I feel the strength in your cold embrace drawing the pathetic life out of me dance with me, i'll ignore my distaste You're so beautiful in my eyes delight and disgust raging in my mind I hum to the melody of your lies you tempt me with a lovely blade as I waltz with pain while part of me dies This is the road of suicidal love paved with what i've let happen to myself apathy gives me the final shove I begin to fall with you, breaking, landing this is the price of suicidal love