THE RAPE OF GOD

I hold on this pen Like a toddler holds their mother Thoughts strike like thunder I wonder If God I knew when I was younger is the same that lives my brother to a street monger If the one, I’ll call upon to watch over me tonight is the one that let my sister get raped in broad daylight Am I miming? Or do I have a bad timing? All these ages been praying in many languages Dear God do you get so many prayers that mine you forget? You god for everyone it feels you forget this blackson Gave a life like a puzzle with no clues Try to tie my laces but there’s no shoes You help those who help themselves but when I try I lose I always try to pull the right words from the shelves but don't seem to make sense You God of love peace and happiness but when I look around there's too many sad faces There’s warfares of races from public places to working offices All this breaks foundations in my heart Fills my mind with constructions of doubt My relief You’ll always be the monument of my belief This comes by A cry For the ear for the eye that comes by Hear me roar in words too loud to ignore Listen to this song sang by people we pass everyday People where on the streets they lay People we forget coz we're not on the same realm People you look at evil coz you say the god you praise is not the same You see their eyes red Think they've been smoking weed like mad Have you stopped and thought.......maybe? that's how they should be Your ignorance Arrogance got you not wanting to listen to me Are you now God why are you judging me? You speak of god who loves us all while your love is so critical You see me talking alone Call me a loon Laugh at me Call me crazy Have you stopped to listen to me God have mercy.........................