The same again?

why can't it be the same, the way it was careless and care free, happy just to have you you did it all, took me and showed me how you gave me a little more than everyone else how should i do it, make this alright or is it impossible for us, should i just leave never come back, move on and just let all this just be, fade away and move on you gave me so much in such a little time i just hope that it was all real. it was real for me, every fight every kiss every harsh word said to get our own ways how to leave is the question now, slow and hard this time has crept up on me i don't want to leave you, but i can keep on like this, never open always closed now i'll close my eyes for all these thought are clouding me over, the overcast weather now rains on my brain. all i want is a warm place in your heart