The wonders of thinking

Do you ever sit there and just simply think thinking so long and hard that you forget to blink thinking how things would be if you could just start over wishing you could live life always drunk never sober only so you dont remember every mistake you make and every heart you break wondering is it possible to get old friends back if so, what will it take thinking if you were given the oppurtunity to be someone different would you take it wondering if he was to give you his heart again would you treasure it or would you break it Do you ever sit there and just simply think thinking so long and hard that you forget to blink