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How do they do it, 
The ones with the smiles? 
They make it seem so easy, 
yet I have walked for miles 
and still cannot work it out. 
No solution; to that which is easy, 
for them. 
They are lucky, What I would give! 
To not question, analyse and die 
One death a day. [Sometimes more] 
Dramatic is my middle name, 
Ironic too, I failed at acting. 
Do they act? 
The ones with the smiles? 
I don't believe they do. Its natural. 
I’m not so different, I’m just the same. 
Perhaps I don't want to be.. 
like them.

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