This is for you..

This is for all the times you ever made me feel sad, for hating me for the everyday things that made you mad. I got to suffer, my heart was broke, and only I cry. And you, you up and leave with an excuse or a lie. This is for the times I gave you my whole heart and watching you not notice, while it tore me apart. This is for those times I helped you through your hurt your family, your friends, and even through court. This is for the times when you said all I wanted to hear- then turned around and acted like you didn't even care. You once asked me what I loved so much about you. When I answered everything, you said that wouldn't do. So I elaborated and I spilled my heart and soul, then I broke down, I love you and you were cold. "One sided love," you said "is merely obsession." That was it, that's all, after my whole confession. I didn't hit you, although it crossed my mind, instead I sat there, trying to believe it was lie. You, so oblivious, such a sad little man... To speak such short words followed by no "and..." So this is for you, not the poem, not the words, not the past feelings, no emotions, no hurt. For you it's this, not just a simple goodbye, just simple words leaving you to wonder why. I wont say I hate you, I don't think we'll ever be done, for you its this, someday you'll wonder if I was the one. 7/09