Though my heart is torn...

I walked as an island...with nothing to share, Had my ways...and had my dreams. Had it all worked...with nothing to bother, That’s how I lived...light as a feather. But, then she came...stuck in a mess, Lost in emotions...with lots of stress… I had no part...and yet I played, I stood there listening....all of her misery… Stood for her...and stood with her, Though all her mourn... and lots of storm, She made it through...with lots of pain… This is where things...turned out then… She tried so hard....and opened my heart… Days I spend...sharing as friend, We slowly grew...as closer friends. Walking along...spending my hours… Talking all time...making her smile… Lost in your smile...losing my style… I lost my dreams....and let it slide… Nothing seems true...with her at my side. She made me talk...and filled in my heart… But slowly it seems...we are way too close… So, I walked away.....as far as possible… But she held me tight...and made me love. Yet, I tried again...feeling the guilt… But, she came along...and became even close… And then I though...maybe it’s mutual. I fell in love...down as accident … Maybe she felt…the same feeling too… ‘Cause now we are...more than just friends… Can’t stay as friends...not for long… Have to break it...open and loud… I love you...I waited to say… Then, I proposed...one fine day. Her words were sharp....cutting my heart "You deserve more... even more than I am You have a future...and life to sort" Those were the word... that pierced my heart Later I called...no one to answer… I wanted to talk...but she left me in dark… Tearing me out....cutting me lose… Out of her life...and out of her mind. I was an island...you made me this… Opened me slowly...made it a bliss… Then, writing your name...down till bits… Finally, shutting me out...and killing my wits. You broke my heart...and kept us apart… Searching my soul...drowning in the past … I'm forced to think...the days we spend… Been lots of day....since we spoke… I feel so weak...just letting it go… Now, I believe...this pain is my fate… Though it’s hard…even to smile... Makes, a poet...become so great… Though, I'm dying within...the poet is writing a rhythm… Though, I'm rotting in pain...for poet it’s a gain… Though, my heart is torn...inside, a new poet is born!!!