Thought you love me too

People say it is better this way what do they know what the other way...was They know inside they want it better They know outside it isn't They know words spoken make hearts broken They know what they saw They know what I spoke... The good times and the bad... They'll never know the feeling They'll never feel the same loss They'll never see the same smiles They'll never know those words They'll never know how they were said They'll never feel what they meant... To me I love you I love you too... Try those words out See how they make you feel when you finally begin to know Wake up and see if it is real... It was for me but I was too late You will realize I meant every word You will realize I broke no promises You will realize I told no lies You will realize what it meant... To hold to kiss... The lips of someone who loved the hands of someone who cared the hug of someone who bothered the meaningful smile of a friend... Feel better Hold on tight... One moment I feel complete I thought nothing could change I felt as if the stars were shining for me... I open my eyes nothing works that way... I know every moment is full of worry I worry that something is wrong I think I will mess up I fear of losing it all... Every moment every second... The other will spend their time just like you we will reassure each other time and time again Promise what we say is true... Nothing will come between us two... It was said over and over it was promised all the same it was wished every night... Dreams it was all dreams... The wish was for forever the promise was forever the stars will shine forever the time will pass forever... But words do not last forever... Words only last as long as you make them They will last as long as you worry They will last as long as you are insecure They will last as long as you remember... That may seem long but forever is yet to come... I will sit and wait I will remember your words I will stay true I will do no harm... To what we had no one can replace... Nothing will fill the void Nothing can brighten my day Nothing can wake me up Nothing can fill my heart... Or my life like you did You could pass a day like a dream You could wake me up and feel it You could make me dream All thoughts of you from daylight on You were the only thing... That brought me life That made me see There is purpose to matter... It mattered every time I saw you I found purpose to every moment we spent It mattered each time I held your hand There was purpose to every day... When we were us When I loved you Was only for me... What changed to make me less why couldn't I mean the same Where did that special feeling go how could things change so much... I worry everyday you stopped caring... I don't think it is fair I shouldn't suffer I don't need to realize... What I meant what you meant... At first it all scared me slowly I knew it was true... I love you I thought you loved me too...