Time To Sleep

Time To Sleep So cold, so lonely, achingly depressed closer and closer my eternal rest leave behind this insufferable existence finally oblivious to minds self attacking persistence It's not enough just to be and survive I wanted to live, I want to be alive day after day it's always the same consumed in my fire, flame by flame Shut off from the world, is it all my own making? my heart and mind are constantly breaking whirling, churning fears have control gripping, squeezing the brain in my skull It's apparent to me, I'm unlikely to change perpetual sadness, sickened and strange what is the point in continuing this way? surely the time to now call it a day I have succumbed, I have no more resistance darkness and anguish my only consistence death will come as a welcome release no more turmoil, peace only peace So it's off to the cupboard where the pills are all kept no tears will I cry, they've already been wept darkness begone! I'm taking the light going to sleep now, my blessed end is in sight .....Sweet dreams and goodnight!.... Phibes 2011