to a brother i lost

I’ve always had a weakness That’s stopped me From seeing you in a different light I’ve thought really hard about this And it pains me so much To know you’re just like the others You remember those days I stood beside you when no one Was willing to? When i had to be blamed for Your bad deeds? When i followed you around like i Was your puppet Well i did all that because of one thing I admired you Yes i did I looked up to you You were more of my role model,i guess I grew up knowing you were perfect That’s why i detested people who were Always against you But i was wrong You’ve turned into someone I’ve never known all my life You’ve done things i never Thought you could You broken all the rules And you think its great What has gotten into you? Everyday i wake up Hoping you’ve changed I pray to have just a glimpse Of the old you So that i know the brother i Lost is still lurking inside there..