Too Far...song lyric

Too Far Haven't written anything for longer than a year can't remember roads I walked to get from there to here burnt so many bridges now there is no turning back missed the train to Sanity so I'm walking on the track There's a groove along my finger where I've held the pen too long I woulda written reams by now but the words just come out wrong I've burned so many candles from both ends of a rhyme I'm standing in a pool of wax so I'm just counting time You know what I was searching for you said it wasn't real I closed my ears and walked away I knew you couldn't feel the way that I felt trapped by all that you could offer me the truth was much too painful and my eyes too blind to see I had my future in you if I'd waited patiently You would have been my guiding star towards Eternity I have to find the strength to reach beyond the battle scar and beg for your forgiveness if you haven't gone too far How can I choose my future when the past is haunting me tomorrow seems too far away when you chase eternity how do I find the strength to reach for one bright guiding star? they say you have to look inside but even that's too far https://www.mp3u.com/en/band/15714....75 songs of mine there....Too Far is number 23.