Too many times

The words of someone trying to quit.... Too many times I have been high Too many times I ran away and needed to cry Too many times these pills I take Too many times I have woken up depressed Too many times I put my life to the test Too many times I have taken the trip Too many times I have slipped Too many times my body couldn't take Too many times I made this mistake Too many times I have realized Too many times my mind became paralyzed I must fight it,I have to The addiction is destroying me beyond repair I cannot go on,it has to stop! Please Lord help me! Deliver me from this evil So I can be closer to the ones I love most I cannot do this alone