Tormenting herself

Okay, i am sure this needs some work still, but here goes.... ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ It is strange that since he was her last She could not allow or bare someone elses touch It doesnt feel right although he is her past But in her heart she still loves him way too much So much pain has over-shadowed her Many had wronged her in ways no woman should be And in her core these tormented pains stir And in her heart there is burried a plea She needed him to be her hero The one that would help dilver her from her seld and from her past But he left her shattered, bleeding and frozen below zero He lied to her, betrayed her and it could never last Yet still she loves him truly deeply and unconditionally for sure And her heart for him into eternity will bleed Somehow she knows that for this pain she feels there is no cure In her heart now there is planted all the dark and evil seed She seeks deilverence and peace of mind Some way to free her from this love by which she forever is bound She needs someone of her own kind but nowhere anyone can ever be found Will she ever find the freedom that she seeks From the one that she still loves and holds so dearly in her heart Or will she be tortured by all of those freaks From limb to limb she'll be torn apart Yet remember dear, this is but the start.