Tortured mind dichotomy (Re-Post and Write)

ToRtUrEd MInd DIcHoToMy back here again, this place of hate .......................!!YOU;ARE;SICK;SICK;SICK;YOU;MIGHT;AS;WELL;BE;DEAD!! closing in on forty, stuck back in eight...............!!YOU'RE;USELESS;PATHETIC;SHIT;SHIT;SHIT;ON;YOU!! I'll die with old body, a mind full of disease.......!!YOU;ARE;FILTH;FILTH;FILTH;WHAT;ARE;YOU?!! please, I hold out my hands, hold me...................!!NO;NO;NOT;POSSIBLE;GO;AND;DIE!! make me real...................!!HOPE?;YOU;DOPE;WHY;DON'T;YOU;DIE;DIE;DIE!! I want to be free.........................!!CANNOT;LIVE;SO;DIE;DIE;WASTER!! A haunted ghost wandering lost in shadows of an alien world no form, no shape..................!!HA;HA;HA;YOU'RE;UGLY;HA;HA;HA!! nothing to see, nothing to be...............!!NO;NOTHING;EVER;ALL;SHIT;HA;HA!! no give, no take, what do I make?...................!!BLOODY;NOTHING;IS;YOUR;ANSWER!! lost in this time, no egress to find.....................!!ALL;OPEN;DOORS;LEAD;TO;MY;DIRTY;MIND!! comfort me, so hungry now..........................!!EAT;MY;DIRT;AND;TASTE;YOUR;FLAVOUR!! I touched a dream.......................!!NIGHTMARE;HA;HA;HA;YOU'RE;DISGUSTING!! to make it real......................!!STUPID;IDIOT;HA;HA;HA;HA;HA;HA;HA;HA!! the dream shattered.............................!!YES;YES;YOU;DESERVED;IT!! I eat the shitty pill..............!!THIS;BLADE;IS;YOURS;CUT!! !!DEEPER!! !!CUT;;DEEPER!! !!CUT!! !!CUT!! !!CUT!! red death flows free from artery !!Z!! !!Z! !Z! !Z! !Z Z z z z z z !;DGMC;!01;06;2011;!