Reminiscence

What was it like 
When she told you 
You were a mistake? 
Emptiness, dead eyes, 
The blood of euphoria coursing 
Through her corpse? 
 
Did she tell you 
Which of her demons 
Fathered and abandoned you? 
As her blood became dry 
Voice indifferent, 
And trapped? 
 
Did you feel anything 
As you cast her 
Into the pit of the unforgiven? 
Do you still see every scar 
As a moment of love 
Brought from desperation? 
 
Does seeing her in pain 
Rotting away on generic sheets 
Bring a smile to your heart? 
Are you not scared 
Your cowering child 
Will someday be thinking the same?

Trapped and indifferent