Trust and trying

Lack of trust in others - might get hurt no brothers Trying to be like those girls faking it and failing again Trust and trying just stop lying to myself and others fear of touch a quarter dutch family secrets never to hear. Don't come near I might trust you and if that is broken again my heart would too your concern touches me makes me cry but I have to lie and be fake otherwise my mask will break Trust and trying just keep lying Can I let you in? You would see my sin I am rotten to the core you would hate me more and more