Unbound

maybe it's because I was seeking comfort in some strangely perverted and convoluted way longing for a sense of safety I believed was there yet, have never known if only... why does this repeat continual replays once moved twice burned thirdly, turned away it never changes seeds know its bloom I ask myself the reason reasons lay bare they bleed onto this page and yet, I can't read doors, there were too many to remember unopened and all I had to do was push a little to see promises waiting anticipating maybe I was a bit too optimistic, die hard romantic. relying on another day another year I am here holding the keys the keys to tomorrow tomorrow never arrives it's balmy out there, though I'm freezing inside petrified there was a time and place and maybe there were many and I? I ran ran like the wind back to this familiar place lifetime addition of bearing the burden for ungrateful souls it's wearing me down and I'm tired, tired of trying of going around and around life unbound...