Uncertainty

I was pushed But I didn't want to go Exactly why I went I don't know I have mixed feelings Yet I am afraid to let them show I am so reluctant It is all so overwhelming And the way that people stare at me Makes the feeling even more compelling I need a push And I need a shove I need spiritual support From the mighty man above Because without his tender love and care Things might get a little rough But as long as I have Him behind me I will continue to stand tough People say that if I don't reconsider That I won't amount to anything But many people have proved that You can still become a success it seems And just like every other person I have dreams But if I don't follow through with them Then that's all that they are ever going to be I just need some time to think And some space to breathe Before my insides implode With lightning speed And that's the last thing That I need Just the thought of it causes my heart to beat rapidly Like the sound of a stampede I don't know why I'm uncertain My future depends on this I wish it weren't true But that's just the way it is By Glenn McCrary © 2009 Glenn McCrary (All rights reserved)