understand

understand the hurtful tension of pandemonium, upheaval and delirium dispatched by fear of having overstepped. adrenalin cascades within, without, fills my belly with butterflies and uneasiness, bathes my mind in what-ifs, squeezes my booming heart until nearly i wish to die to escape the pain. ever unintentional. 12-24-10 ©tlp 2011