Unsaid

How can I put into words feelings I cannot fathom myself? Something is wrong, but I don’t know what You do the right things You say the right things But what is unsaid has me twisting myself in knots You communicate through actions You show me your love Many say actions speak louder than words But words clarify better than actions Has my trauma made me paranoid or insightful? Am I seeing what I couldn’t see before Or can some part of me not accept pure and good love