Unstable Again

Through the thoughts and turmoil of my mind, i can tell That again I am becoming mentally unwell From the top of my voice, i want to cry out aloud But i would be ostracized and i would stand out in a crowd Not wanting to eat does not make me an anorexic But my life is up in the air and uncontrollably hectic I accept that i do have a broken personality disorder With suicidal idealisations that uncontrollably flash through my mind And talking therapies don't help that's what i find Am not sure that there will ever be a cure So periodically i will have to suffer more and more Nither being sectioned and locked in a mental health unit Nor do the restrictions and rules that are implemented Often i have thought about escaping and running away But there are too many locked doors to be able to get away

reefaman

I have a mental health illness and I was a inpatient in a private secure mental health hospital not because i was a danger to the public but because i myself was the only person who was in danger from me was myself and that will reflect in my poetry...

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