Use to-be Man of the house

He's telling me he has to go. I love him but know that I can't hold on to a shadow. He's just up and leaving me, but he has to look at the big pictureit's not that easy. To him leave and all problems are solved. What he fail to understand is that a child is involved. I'm perplexed because from the very start, I was told that I was the one who held his heart. Now all these pety problems I can't get rid, We're making schedules as to when you can see the kid. I shouldn't have to work her in, she's your flesh, blood and skin. You and so many things changed, and to think I was ready and willing to bare your last name. To this day he won't admit to anything he did. Like he pulled a hoodini and covered his tracks, forgot I'm ceritified nothing was hid. I got so many lies from you, Is your name even the truth? Got all kinds of scandals cominng out the wood-work. And i'm suppose to act like it's ok and my feelings aren't hurt. This isn't what i signed up for. It's past due for me to get my shit and hit the door.