Valentines Day

Valentines day, Breif Intro: I may only be 15, but we can over look that. I have never had a real valentines day, not due to relationship issues, just not being able to share the day with my loved ones. Has never been good day for me, I Spend a year planning, For a minute of moarning, Like a clash of thunder my dreams are ended. My Life Stops Dead. My emotions are tested, Will my valentine ever be? A day of such happiness, Turned to a day of such self loathing, What's a valentine anyway, Someone you love? Who am I to say what love is, I can say I'm in love, Yes, But I can't say I know love, I don't think any of us can, Only when you have haved loved someone, And had your love pass on can you know love. Valentines day, A happy day, A happy day for the happy, Happy people of welcomed love, But its a day where you can't even look your love in there eyes, Why must we cry on such a happy day. John . I wrote alot today, but i havent copied it all. Not sure if this forum welcomes "blog" like entries.