Venom

Its so beautiful the way a predator can tranfix their prey its so easy to believe it to be any other way that you love me that you were showing me today but I know the snake behind those eyes, and the venom behind that smile and for my own sake how I've had to change my style I've swung from ignoring you to loving you visibly then my head hung in the consequence of when you play with me it's got a sweet toxicity the way in my peripheral vision I see your blonde hair and pale smooth skin, and again my own admission that I love you there's nothing I can do to escapethis cruel affliction you answered the need for a pain so deep in me and I can't stop the addiction God how many years its been you leave me feeling gloomy nobody ever stands a chance with me, because of what you do to me I could feel your gaze, upon me in that sneaky way you own what about when you reach a place when you're together but alone and the horrific realisation that it fails me to be strong I couldn't survive if you were with me, but I wouldn't die if you were gone. Somebody please help me she owns my very soul and she's someone who doesnt love me, she just plays the role no surgery could ever get her out, no scalpel could ever rip that deep I belong to her forever, I am the dark Princesses prisoner to keep.