Waiting Always

Shattered, broken, missing parts Battered, splintered, this is my heart Its over, its finished, we’re done, we’re through Words I expected but didn’t want from you Screaming, shouting, denying the truth Loving, missing, never letting go of you Denial and pain and sinking in the abyss Wishing so hard for one final kiss I meant every word that to you I have said Now I just wish i kept it inside instead For surely then I wouldn’t feel this numb But I suppose one day, the pain must come Crying, aching and longing for your arms Stopping, starting denying doing harm Needing, wanting, dying with every beat Always, constantly forever incomplete If you love somebody, then set them free If they come back then it was meant to be So why are you still walking, fast the wrong way Come back to me please, I wish every day Wishing is futile, for they rarely come true If you have to wish for it, it wasn’t meant for you I cant believe that, I refuse to consent That means we had nothing from the moment we met I love you so much why cant you see That I’ve finally found the missing part of me You make me whole and feel so right You haunt my dreams every single night I know it wouldn’t work and there was no choice But I don’t want to listen to that sensible voice Never to hold you, kiss you, never again feel safe Never to touch you, your body or your face Look into my eyes, what do you see Look past the tears, look deep into me Can you see the heartache and the emptiness there Can you see the longing and wishes and prayers That I said to the sky for whoever is above To send me just one day where I could feel your love Without any guilt regret or consequences after Just to touch your skin, and hear your happy laughter Wishes don’t come true at least not for me So I want you to remember for eternity I meant every word that I said and will say And I will love you forever, for the rest of my days Even If I have to wait for the life after this To hold you again and to feel your kiss I will wait with my heart in my hands for you To say I lied, I didn’t mean it & I love you too