we have become infants

as soon as I got out of the dark there was a light but frightened by this light I closed my eyes, remained and maintained close to her for I did not know what I was or were I was ,I cried then I tried and tried until I felt more floor, then walked further more to know more, I finally came to realize the illuminating light, for above my head it lied but for my eyes all around was clear but for later above I did not know, despite that I always smiled back with delight and pride for nature was outside my door and I could simply adore, but soon I came to know of enlightenment and was stuck inside to question and only to give an answer, for I did not know of a saint only of a Satan,who lurked outside for I shall stay inside knowing I would be safe, knowing my ailment I did not bother asking a question, for I knew an answer for if there was a saint I shall pray as others do,inside knowing if I do as others, I would be safe but how can I move without movement? if in one spot, I not question? for I knew one answer? do I accept and not further give a complaint for I shall follow one direction of a ride? am I not safe knowing I'm more still than I was infant?