what i have become

WHAT I'VE BECOME why did you have to go away and leave me all alone why did you turn your back away and leave my tears sock me wet you just left without a word,a smile you just disappeared without a momento to keep you always in my heart why was it supposed to be you of all why you? do you ever ask yourself that wherever you are why did you choose that time to leave unexpectedly do you ever think of that? i cry myself to sleep its now part of me my nightmares are no longer my fears they instead keep me thinking about anything else but you i have learnt to treasure everything around me be it good or bad it doesn't matter i hold on to it tightly it may disappear from me like you did did you do all this on purpose or you just thought of the good it would do on your part wasn't i ever a part of your life did you stop to consider what this would do to me i am a cracked wall now that will never be patched up so bitter,distraught and aloof grieving over my loss in case you didn't know it gives me a sense of purpose it always has