What Must I Do?

Tears of blood run down my face I feel like I make myself look like such a disgrace I try so hard It's not enough Why do things have to be so tough? Thinkin' of you All the time Can never get You off my mind When you go My heart flatlines Don't know if you Can bring me back this time Why can't you see you're mine? On my mind All the damn time I love you Is that a crime? Lock me up Throw away the key Blame everything on me As I write this My hand fuckin' shakes Body's wracked by quakes My heart fuckin' aches! I swear I'll tie my feet To this block and throw it into this lake! And think of you as hell my soul takes If I could, I'd take it all back, But I cain't! I can't deal with the pain! The strain! Insanity's coursing through my brain! Losing you is filling me with disdain! If I could go back, I would restrain! Without you, I'll never be the same...