What's Left

there's to much to overcome to much that's kept me here void of my troubles now indifferent as can be in this ordinary dream all I want is what I need all I need is to be free but freedom is in my mind a slave until I die so now i go but what i leave is what's ahead nothing new but old regrets for me there's no end to be found i only live in endless doubt I never been this scared I don't want to suffer but increasingly don't care I fall into a blanket of uncertainty with onlyobscurity following my thoughts demise as I take death of another design my only trace are my dues from a life far much overused