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It’s getting boring I’m losing hope Once I believed Despite many reasons to the contrary Now I’m tired ... Bored ... Disinterested ... Battling to care Expectations from others - Those would be the hardest! Expectations from self - I saw the reality of those some lifetimes ago ... Before, I would rush back Eager to resolve Yearning to listen Needing to love Now, any place but there Wanting to escape Happier times Carefree moments Still battling to accept Living the life you never thought could be yours