When my war is over

Cross my heart and hope to die I can't look you in the eye it would only be a lie I am weary, lay here with me I am teary need you near me, my theory is you fear me and if only you could see it in reflection I have no armour and am afforded no protection I am open to your love and project at your rejection Folded arms... disagree with what you say is this body language analysis accurate I wonder in dismay for I think between two people they do it their own way hold me in the night, love me as I sleep treasure my broken heart for it is yours to keep and if in my slumber you should hear me weep dry my tears away so gently I don't wake when I snuggle into you, and you feel your heart break know falling in love is worth the risk you take cuddle me lovingly from July until October ascension from this struggle, when my war is over