When You Miss Someone

{Dedicated to my Granny} I will never forget you; The things you used to say, the things you used to do. The way you always comforted me, When thing's were going wrong. The way you tried to make me happy; Always, all along. I won't forget the food you made, I miss it more than ever. The sad thing's you're not coming back; Not now, not ever. The pain is infinite Striking me hard; Taking me back to when I found out you were gone. I'm sorry for the times I made you mad; And the times I treated you wrong I'm sorry I wasn't there for you, I was gone all along I'm sorry I never got to say goodbye, Before you caught up with the lord I'm sorry that you left in pain; But you won't feel pain anymore I won't forget the memories; Or what tore us apart. Remembering some things, they me make cry; It feels like I'm dying From the inside They say the pain will go away Not now, but soon some day. They say you're in a better place; But what better than safe in my arms? I can't change it now, I can't go back I can't put the pieces, Back into place. It's hard to get used to, Not seeing you there; It's hard to mend this heart There isn't just a tear Without you, I never would have made it; You made me who I am, You didn't want to change me. I still miss you, With all of my heart But I promise, Nothing can ever, Tear us apart.