Where

I want to run to you back in your arms of comfort and dare safe in the knowledge, secure in the scene keeping me away from long imagined dangers and vivid night screams why am I out here, alone where are you now, that I needed to be where did the bus stop and I didn't, when did the doors close on me is this just a scene from a long ago dream I kept somehow and remembered or is this the space where no answers go layered between, heart beats dwindle while the days slow as I become mired by the fade ...