Where is HERE?

Why is it when people ask if im okay I push them away. Why does love always kill and give both people shields? How come no one listens when you actually say what had been on your mind that day. Like your screaming in a box, But no one heres you, no ones talks. Your drowning in a see of pain, but they ignore it like its just drops of rain. The mountain you were once climbing comes tumbling down. No one pulls you up because no ones around. All you know is " I dont want to be here" But then you ask , "Where is here?" Oh, thats simple,. It's everywhere. From the freezing snow in the arctic to the tropics of the depth sea. But theres the world and all you think is It's just me. Im all alone in this empty sphere. and all you know is I want to get out of here. Where is here? Again, Thats simple. Its everywhere.