Who I Am?

Help me find myself, for i can't find my place. Weighed down with this burden, I stood there peering into darkness. Haunted with dreams of confusion, I stand there lifeless and wasted. Help me oh God and free my pain. but please... turn away from me, I deserve to live this way. This is not who i am, or who i want to be. This is the man that i hate,and he is lost within me.