Who said that I was in love?

I'm just trying to get over with, pretending that nothing happen. No,of course I'm not trying to forget her,that's just impossible. I'm just trying to get used to not having her around like we used to, and just trying to live with it. Waiting patiently for the day that she's finally free and together again we can be... I try not to worry about stuff like she said, and just take it easy. But when you have lot of good memories is hard not to remember her and miss her so much and just desperately wanting to be with her. EVERYTHING seems to make me remember her somehow and miss her so much which is just driving me crazy. Songs are the best example of it, Just listening to those songs that looks like they are talking about her and our crazy love, it's likeher ghostly memory follows me every where I go and makes me remember her some how and they are all good memories, but I guess they are the ones that hurt the most because I just want to repeat them and make them even better. Love is like a powerful kind of drug that just makes you forget about everything and you are so happy in that lovely world with the one you love which is really addictive like any other drug that you can almost die from an overdose because you want more and more from that addictive love, from that powerful addictive drug. And when you don't have it anymore it's like if you're willing to do what ever it takes to get some more and make it last for ever... Yes I know, I'm silly, very silly... Because I still f***ing love you!!!