Why?

I hear or children's feet go pitter-patter, Do you love us at all?Do we really matter? Was it all one big lie? I feel the tears drop from my eyes! I wonder how I believed in you, ever thought your love was true. Somehow I thought we'd be together I could have sworn you said FOREVER! Told me how you loved me true and damnit BOY I believed in you. Now here I am wondering WHY I let you take me so damn high. Only to let me down it seems with a broken heart and broken dreams. Only a sad painfull past to recall, did you ever love me at all? Was I just a game to you? Someone you thought you could use? How could you forget the times, we made love and I blew your mind and all the tears and laughs we shared Shit I thought you really cared.. I can't get over the fact you see that your actually leaving me. Now what am I suppose to do? I thought i'd spend my life with you. and empty shell full of memories thoughts of pain are all I see Most of all where are you when the children cry? Because they're daddy left and they don't know WHY. Can you really sleep at night? Knowing you didn't do us right! When we'd make love after a fight and afterwards you'd always hold me tight. NOW I lay all alone in bed with all these thoughts in my head Confussed and lonely I must say for you took my heart and love away.....WHY?